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» Wanting _ Many things
As advised, I will be blogging about things on my mind -- there are always things on my mind, so much that I can't even sleep. I don't want to sleep. I would rather stay awake until the next morning then endure a wake up to reality. It hurts, everything is so overwhelming...
So as of late, I've been watching the Korean rendition of Hana Yori Dango (HYD) -- Boys Before(/Over) Flowers (BOF/BBF). Even though I know what will happen it breaks my heart seeing Lee Min Ho -- Gu Jun Pyo act this way towards Guem Jan Di. Sometimes I wonder if the pain is magnified more so then my heartache for the Japanese Version as I use it as an excuse? There's so many things I like and dislike about BBF/BOF as I just dislike alot of the Korean culture in general (I liked how they used Fort Minor's Remember The Name), besides that I hate the whole heel wearing -- etc etc etc culture, I could go on about the differences and similarites (but that should go on my drama blog shouldn't it).
Why is love so hard to find -- Sometimes I really wish I was in Tsukushi/Guem Jan Di's (?sp) position, finding true love (not saying they have to be rich, etc, etc.). How can you really love, if you've been broken before, and the person you're trying to love, loves someone else? As Rui/Ji Yoo does, they watch their love go to their best friend.
Why is it so hard to find true friends? When you do, they distance themselves, and it feels so hard to try to reach out -- as they have already found newer -- better friends -- has to be better, that has to be the reason why they don't talk to you anymore. Why is it that even though you might have alot of friends, you don't actually have any friends? Why can't people be as close and loyal as F4 or Eu Gal/Forgot-her-name-best-friend-of-Tsukushi (?sp).
Why is it so easy to feel that you mean nothing to so many people you used to call friends. Why does it seem like everyone who dislikes you seem to be able to befriend and take away your past friends. You don't make a noise, because then it'll seem like you're in the wrong. As the saying goes "such a small world" -- too small infact, everyone and everyone is getting to know eachother, befriending moving on -- leaving you behind. What are you to them? What will they become when those enemies tell your friends they don't like you. What do you do. Forget about them and try to move on. It's all you can do, As Domyoji/Gu Jun Pyo does to Tsukushi/Guem Jan Di.
So as of late, I've been watching the Korean rendition of Hana Yori Dango (HYD) -- Boys Before(/Over) Flowers (BOF/BBF). Even though I know what will happen it breaks my heart seeing Lee Min Ho -- Gu Jun Pyo act this way towards Guem Jan Di. Sometimes I wonder if the pain is magnified more so then my heartache for the Japanese Version as I use it as an excuse? There's so many things I like and dislike about BBF/BOF as I just dislike alot of the Korean culture in general (I liked how they used Fort Minor's Remember The Name), besides that I hate the whole heel wearing -- etc etc etc culture, I could go on about the differences and similarites (but that should go on my drama blog shouldn't it).
Why is love so hard to find -- Sometimes I really wish I was in Tsukushi/Guem Jan Di's (?sp) position, finding true love (not saying they have to be rich, etc, etc.). How can you really love, if you've been broken before, and the person you're trying to love, loves someone else? As Rui/Ji Yoo does, they watch their love go to their best friend.
Why is it so hard to find true friends? When you do, they distance themselves, and it feels so hard to try to reach out -- as they have already found newer -- better friends -- has to be better, that has to be the reason why they don't talk to you anymore. Why is it that even though you might have alot of friends, you don't actually have any friends? Why can't people be as close and loyal as F4 or Eu Gal/Forgot-her-name-best-friend-of-Tsukushi (?sp).
Why is it so easy to feel that you mean nothing to so many people you used to call friends. Why does it seem like everyone who dislikes you seem to be able to befriend and take away your past friends. You don't make a noise, because then it'll seem like you're in the wrong. As the saying goes "such a small world" -- too small infact, everyone and everyone is getting to know eachother, befriending moving on -- leaving you behind. What are you to them? What will they become when those enemies tell your friends they don't like you. What do you do. Forget about them and try to move on. It's all you can do, As Domyoji/Gu Jun Pyo does to Tsukushi/Guem Jan Di.
I love how I'm trying to relate everything to HYD/BBF/BOF to try and confuse you all.
Hana Yori Dango (y) ftw!
Hana Yori Dango (y) ftw!
</3 Kylie.
